So i have decided that i need to have a more positive outlook in life. I have started writing only positive things on my facebook and the reaction has been very positive. I am enjoying the reactions and i enjoy knowing God is using me. I pray and He gives me the words to say.
I am also looking for counseling for me and Tima nd the boys. We are good, but there are things that need to be worked out. Nate is full of anger, as a typical teenager should be, but Ben is afraid and that isn't good. He is too young for that. Tim adn i don't know how to deal with our disagreements and we just brush them under the rug until we blow again.
I am so tired. I am so incredibly tired. I can't believe how hard it is to stay focused after about 3 pm.