Chronic Fatigue is not for wimps.
Tonight, my husband would like is his wife to be there for him, in a wifely way....and all i can think is "Do i have to be awake for it?" I mean, seriously?
I wonder how many marriages are destroyed, because the wife just can't, so the husband, being a male, decides he is going to find someone younger and better and has an affair.
It isn't i DON'T WANT IT.
It is I CAN'T.
I am so tired. I used to be able to do it all.
I used to be super mom.
I had several jobs. I worked for aacs, cnn and taught dance....and raised three kids and was a ministers wife, which meant i hosted events at my home, volunteered, taught sunday school, did plays for VBS, i was an amazing woman. Now, just the thought makes me want to cry.
I am grateful i have a job i can do from home and from bed when needed and i can sit and crochet. My hands are beginning to fight me, i have no clue what i will do when they fail, but i am determined i will craft until the moment i can't craft again.
I do need to be a better photographer, so i can do that when i need to.
I am going to go on a date with my husband, and i am going to enjoy myself and i am going to fill myself up with 5 hour energy, which, in my case, lasts 2 hours, so i can be a wife.
Ah, what we do for love.
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